6/9/2013
As usual when I sign on to this site, the admin section gives me an update on posts most visited. What does it say about this blog when the most popular blog ever visited is called, DEAD FISH?
I have to laugh, because with all the information that has been released over these past four years; both veiled and unveiled- you- the readers have chosen to hang onto the DEAD FISH blog as the most informative and/or alluring! Maybe I should have entitled the book that…lol.
They say this month [June], that something significant will be revealed-some bit of information- something that someone has been trying to hide. Numerology and astrology both even give an actual date for this revelation and it should happen on ____________ of this week. They say that whatever it is, I am not to talk about it. Seeing as I have no idea what it is yet…it is still safe for me to type. Now, I can say that last week I did discover something of great importance. While researching a key player in this thing, I found some background information about them that set me on my heels-something I had not known before. One would have thought that bit of information enough– but this morning I find I now wait with baited breath to find out what else it is the stars are talking about.
R had told me quite some time ago that the identity of G’s, LT: the older man with money, contacts and social standing would finally be revealed through a letter or check that had to do with an agency or business that used a mountainous landscape in their logo. This was told to me as far back as last fall. For quite a few months I had little to attach it to. The only segue to that kind of logo was eventually found on papers dealing with a very much unrelated real estate transaction. According to her [R], this document would be signed by someone with the same last name as the identity I have been searching for. As further sign- this document would show this mountain logo specifically in the top left hand corner. This signature of this document would give me the answer I have been seeking forever. Now to be fair- remember- this person and/or their signature has absolutely nothing to do with this case. They merely share the same last name of my LT energy. This signature will be the confirmation I have been praying for.
Today I received a confirmation of when such a document would be dispersed.
Thus my quandary!
To publish before… or after this date?
Now, for over four years I have chased this hidden identity relentlessly. I have prayed to know if I have been on target this whole time or not, and the endgame to this equation rests very heavy on my heart. The stakes are high-very high. Some of the clues received all along have screamed this person as local to Valdosta. Other clues have led me to other places and associations that scream persons of interest well outside the boundaries of your little burg- but not to this case. I have sacrificed much to learn this name.
What to do… what to do?
A promise hangs in the balance…
That being said; spirit has been very busy of late. I find every night now I end up chasing images and numbers in my sleep. A few nights ago they showed the number 88 in response to something I asked. Last night the number 7 appeared to another question and then one letter of the alphabet , followed by a stream of numbers: V333333.
Now, as I have often mentioned before- numbers have special values. Those of you who understand the Pythagorean theory can relate. Numbers also equate to specific messages in the shorthand of spirit, which make the numbers 88 and 7 so wonderfully spectacular for me. But with the V333333, spirit is asking for something more of me and I must learn to divine its significance.
V333333 is a curiosity for me, as spirit only shows what is direct to this case or my intentions and its meaning is greatly significant. Do not assume that the “V” translates as the simplistic symbol of Valdosta. No, the letter “V” has always stood for something, right Grim? Someone is sending us both a direct message.
Now I have been told by many that a host of you in that area read this blog and about this case religiously. First of all… thank you. Second of all…do not stop reading prematurely, as you will soon see why this case has taken on a life of its own. To be certain- it is about the death of Charley and my personal foray into that investigation…so trust that you will not be disappointed to learn much that has been hidden from you about what happened that night and those allegedly involved. But it is about more than just Charley’s death. My experience with this case has expanded the boundaries of earlier beliefs and assumptions and begged of me to embrace all forms of communication to divine those things hidden from sight.
I do not think anyone can fully grasp the loss of Charley’s wife or children… or of any of those who loved him. In like token, I do not posture my personal experience within this book as the do all- end all representation of that loss, or of the collective Covington family angst over this case remaining so unheralded. But what I can appreciate and attest to is my own experience with loss and my experience in healing that loss through my investigation of the circumstances and the events surrounding Charley’s death. Having lost a father as well, I empathize with others who recognize the tremendous void a father’s passing can make in one’s life.
As always, this Father’s Day will come and go with accolades and presents for those men still alive who walk such an honored path and I applaud their efforts to gently guide and passionately love those whom they have helped to create. While I cannot celebrate on this plane with my earthly father- I know he will share in my joy as I celebrate his life–especially on that day when a tangible hug is no longer possible.
I am grateful however, that we live in a time when we are learning how to allow science and God to coexist and believe faith is the magic ingredient that makes it all work. Remember, this life is all about learning lessons. Accept that life and death are part of the process and take everything in that life offers you and try to process it through the eyes of love and forgiveness- for that is the greatest facet of love.
I know that many of you still have a personal discomfort with those of us who work with spirit. You look at life as limited and you perceive death as final. That is fine- each to his own. So remember, I am not here to convince or convert you to an understanding that you are not yet ready to absorb. All I ask, is all I have ever asked. Every avenue of communication has been used in this pursuit, but try not to judge the validity or authenticity of my experience by the margins of your own. Each of us are brought situations that expand our understandings according to our level of comfort and acceptance. That being said; the paranormal experience is well within the scope of mine. Judge not. You have not been where I have been, or seen what I have seen and that is the beauty of life–that’s what makes the sharing of our independent perceptions of the world such a gift to one another. Be joyous that we do not experience things the exact same way.
If you can appreciate and respect that, you will find this book an amazing exploration of both independent and collective circumstance- along with undeniable evidence.
I say this in advance because many who will read this, may one day want to discredit that which they do not understand. This will be based upon the personal parameters of their private understandings and belief systems. I accept that, but just remember…
At the end of the day, there is no legal statute of limitation for the act of murder in the state of Georgia. A cold case is a cold case until it is solved. The problem with Charley’s case is complicated. While the widow was able to get the ATTD’s federal classification of his death changed to, “Killed in the line of duty,” she was unable to change the Death Certificate listing from “Suicide” to “Homicide.” Thus- they deemed this case closed. Not true…just closed.
That is the purpose of my investigation and the writing of this book.
To all who question the validity of these efforts, please remember:
Evidence is evidence. Supposition is supposition. Both are necessary to the solving of any cold case and while one is forever subject to interpretation- the other can never be altered by personal opinion.
So, in the spirit of spirit and the words of the infamous Betty Davis… “Hold on tight, kids! It’s going to be a bumpy ride!”
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